I've read several fics in which Hotch and/or Reid have feelings for each other while Hotch is still married to Haley and they end up together after the divorce/death. I've found ones where they denied the feelings all together and ones where they had an affair that ended the marriage.
What I'm looking for now is a fic in which they both know of the shared feelings pre-divorce and struggle to keep everything bottled up (very tortured) with maybe a stolen kiss here and there that they later feel guilty about. Just kissing... no sex. Until they realize they no longer have to stay apart once Haley actually has her affair and leaves Aaron.
Anything?
What I'm looking for now is a fic in which they both know of the shared feelings pre-divorce and struggle to keep everything bottled up (very tortured) with maybe a stolen kiss here and there that they later feel guilty about. Just kissing... no sex. Until they realize they no longer have to stay apart once Haley actually has her affair and leaves Aaron.
Anything?