Reid struggle with dilaudid

Hi guys!! i'm desperately looking for a fic (i'm almost certain I read it on fanfiction) that is basically a short fic about reid coming one day to the office (more specifically the conference room) and he puts onto the table a vial of dilaudid and -i think- a letter that says something about the anniversary of Reid's abduction (i'm not entirely sure about the letter, though). Reid sits on one of the chairs and basically asks for help to the team. they are very supportive and understanding.
I can't find it anywhere!!!
please help guys.
Thank you so much!!!