I have been searching for a year -.-

Hey! I have been searching for a LONG time to find a Reid fanfic where he has a family (a wife and kids [wife could have died]) but the team has NO idea (or only Hotch knows). Also, I have been searching for a fanfic with Reid as an unsub. As in, he IS with the BAU but the entire time e was killing and nope knew but they somehow find out.

If you could find this...kudos!
Thanks!